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Do people still use LJ? [13 Apr 2014|08:08am]

Wow. i haven't updates this thing in years. years!!! to make a long story short, I am married to the love of my life, Mr. Seth Edwards. we have an awesome son who will be 5 this year, Marcellus. life is good, cant complain. logged on today to LJ. random, i know, but it is funny to read my teenage angst thou.

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[13 Aug 2005|07:54pm]
I am so sexy.
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[09 Jul 2005|04:59pm]
candykidposer's Word Usage
1. you (403) 26. yeah (33) 51. get (18) 76. so (11)
2. the (142) 27. me (33) 52. one (17) 77. best (11)
3. i (124) 28. sex (32) 53. just (17) 78. open (11)
4. do (120) 29. be (31) 54. all (17) 79. tell (10)
5. to (119) 30. want (30) 55. about (17) 80. an (10)
6. have (116) 31. it (29) 56. not (17) 81. hurt (10)
7. a (114) 32. for (29) 57. who (14) 82. fire (9)
8. your (100) 33. or (28) 58. you're (14) 83. nope (9)
9. and (80) 34. no (26) 59. will (14) 84. black (9)
10. what (80) 35. this (25) 60. they (14) 85. many (9)
11. of (76) 36. how (25) 61. most (14) 86. people (9)
12. my (72) 37. was (25) 62. adrian (14) 87. act (9)
13. ever (70) 38. 1 (24) 63. really (14) 88. person (9)
14. x (66) 39. had (23) 64. them (13) 89. give (9)
15. in (63) 40. but (23) 65. right (13) 90. hair (9)
16. are (56) 41. think (22) 66. look (12) 91. song (9)
17. on (53) 42. when (22) 67. journal (12) 92. could (9)
18. with (51) 43. if (22) 68. am (12) 93. 5 (9)
19. someone (50) 44. out (21) 69. name (12) 94. color (9)
20. like (49) 45. last (21) 70. sometimes (11) 95. friends (9)
21. is (47) 46. now (20) 71. at (11) 96. favorite (9)
22. yes (37) 47. score (20) 72. date (11) 97. lot (9)
23. that (34) 48. love (19) 73. friend (11) 98. by (9)
24. would (34) 49. up (19) 74. never (11) 99. mom (9)
25. been (34) 50. time (19) 75. yea (11) 100. from (9)
Username:
Word Count by Hutta.
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[24 Jun 2005|12:19am]
FUCK YEAH SPURS!!! WHOOOOOOOOO!
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It's the Trend now-a-days. [19 Jun 2005|12:53pm]
Ask me three questions, and no matter how personal, private, or random, I have to answer them all. I also have to answer them honestly. In turn, you can post this message in your own journal, and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you.
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[18 Jun 2005|03:53pm]
I am Sofa King Bored.Collapse )
If anyone actually reads *all* of that, I will be amazed.
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Something cute. [06 Jun 2005|10:00pm]
List five songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist and the song in your blog along with your five songs. Then tag five other people to see what they're listening to.

Mine are :
1.) White Town - I Could Never Be Your Woman

2.) Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

3.) Weezer - Why Bother

4.) Bel Biv Devoe - Poison

5.) White Town - Undressed


I am tagging...
bubbles_12_98
cutiepie74
pieces_0f_me_
offdahezforshez
selfreflection
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[31 May 2005|09:12pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Name: Katrina

Birthdate: 01/16/1985

Hair: Black

Eyes: Light Brown

Height: 5'7"

Gender: Female

How many true relationships have you had?: Ritchey Cox, Greg Hall, Ron Smith - 3 "true" relationships...but many flings.

Have you ever been in love?: Yes

What's your idea of a perfect date?: Just being able to spend time with the person.

Where's your favorite place to be kissed?: Lips and Neck.

How many sexual partners have you had?: LMMFAO. Um, that’s a bad question.

How many people have you kissed?: I’ve kissed my share of people.

Do you like to make the first move?: Not usually, but I have been known to attack out of no where..

Are you a snuggler?: At times.

Do you kiss on the first date?: If the mood is right,

Where is the best place you've ever hooked up?: School...that’s gold.

Do you consider yourself to be romantic?: Nooooooo.

Are you an angel or a devil in the sack?: A freak.

Would you ever pay someone for sex?: lmmfao. Hell na.

Would you ever let someone pay YOU for sex?: Garon gave me $7 for some head, but actual sex for money, no.

Do you keep your eyes open when you kiss?: No, seeing someone that up close is a little scary, but sometimes I will peek just to make sure that I’m not dreaming.

What was your most embarrassing sexual moment?: OMFG. The moment with Adrian that can never be put into words due to the sheer embarr*ass*ment...let’s just say...I had a malfunction. It was so bad.

Have your parents ever caught you in a compromising position?: My mom came home once while Greg and I were fucking. He had to climb out of my 2nd story bathroom window.

Have you ever performed a striptease?: lol, Kinda sorta.

How about a lapdance?: Yeah...*that* was fun.

Have you ever received a lapdance?: Adrian gives me them all the time.

Do you like sexual contact?: Yea.

Are you straight, gay or bi?: Bi-curious.

Have you ever made out with a member of the opposite sex?: Yes, I have.

Are you a giver or a taker?: I give. I love giving. Yep.

What do you look for in a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Someone who'll listen, share hopes, dreams, apirations, fears, dreads, nightmares; I want to share the good and the bad with them.

Do you think you've met the person you'll spend the rest of your life with?: Yes...I met him 5 years ago.

Do you know who your bridesmaids and groomsmen would be?: Yea, I think I do.

Have you ever regretted a hook-up?: Nope.

Have you ever cheated on a significant other?: Yes, eek. Cheated on Greg a lot, cheated on Ron.

Have you ever hooked-up with someone already in a relationship?: Yeah, Easton’s married but we’ve hooked up a few times.

Have you ever cried over a member of the opposite sex?: Oh God, it’s like all I do.

Have you ever had your heart broken?: Yes...it hasn’t mended from the first time, and it just keeps cracking.

Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?: Yes.

Would you date or marry someone if your parents didn't accept them?: Yes, but my mom is very open minded and hasn’t objected to anyone, ever.

How about if your friends didn't accept them?: Yes. My friends have their opinions, yes, but it’s what my heart says, not theirs.

What's the worst relationship you ever had?: Ronald Scott Smith. He broke my heart in ways that no one ever had before him.

Have you ever done anything sexual while on the road?: Yea, gave Garon head on 281.

Would you kiss someone if you didn't love them?: Yes, I have.

Who told you all about sex?: Cinemax...

Are you always horny?: Yes.

Are you a flirt?: Yes, I am.

Are you a tease?: I can be, ask Adrian.

Do you prefer to chase or BE chased?: I like to be chased, but I chase.

Do you prefer morning or evening hook-ups?: Whenever.

Have you ever pulled an all-nighter with a member of the opposite sex, and woke up in each others arms?: Fuck that corny shit.

How old were you at the age of your first kiss?: 13

How old were you when you lost your virginity?: 16. Gregory Eugene Hall. James Madison Faculty Bathroom. After school on March 21st, 2001.

Do you sometimes wish you could change that?: Maybe the location.

Do you enjoy being in a relationship?: Yes.

Are you currently in one?: Ugh.

Have anyone ever fallen in love with you?: I would say Greg fell in love with me, and he must still be to some degree, if we’re still talking 5 years after the fact.

Have you ever said "I Love You" and not meant it?: No.

Are you "noisy" when you get heated?: Oh yeah...I am a moaning fool.

What is your kissing pet peeve?: Slobber. Ugh.

Do you think you're a good kisser?: Yea, methinks I am.

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[05 May 2005|03:11pm]
ARGH!!!
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[19 Apr 2005|08:31pm]
ROTFLMMAO.

My ex fiancee person, Ron, is ma-fuckin’ pathetic. So, so sad for a 29 year old man that still lives at home with his momma.

That is all.
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[07 Feb 2005|07:51pm]
[ mood | sad ]

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

1. You must tell 16 people about this game.
2. Adrian is the one that you love.
3. Ron is one you like but can't work out.
4. You care most about Leslie.
5. Abbey is the one who knows you very well.
6. Kim is your lucky star.
7. In The Absence Of The Sun is the song that matches with the person in number 3 (Adrian).
8. Why Bother is the song for the person in 7 (Ron).
9. Maps is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
10. and Weak And Powerless is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz
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[02 Feb 2005|08:46pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

SILVERCHAIR - Ana's Song (Open Fire) Lyrics

Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
and sharpened nails seem softer
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears corrode the film

And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you
Open fire on the needs designed
Open fire on my knees desires
On my knees for you


All men are PRICKS.

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The Dark Side of Capricorn. [29 Jan 2005|01:03pm]
Capricorn


  • The Capricorn character: They are proud of the fact that they are the most opinionated and self-centered sign of the zodiac. And it's true because they are always right. Cruel Capricorn puts ambition ahead of personal relationships which can be jettisoned as needed. Bluntness is their middle name. They may sound interesting people but in reality they are old-fashioned and tiresome. They will live to a ripe old age just to spite everyone. Capricorns are hopeless comedians but make excellent undertakers, journalists and butchers.


  • The Capricorn Lover: Their voracious sexual appetite is almost as intense as their greed for power. They are stingy with their affections but generous with their criticism of you.


  • The year ahead: Travel is high on the agenda this year but not only for pleasure. Just when you thought you could put your feet up along comes someone else with errands to run.


  • Famous names: Rowan Atkinson, Joseph Stalin, Jesus


  • Ruler: Saturn, the depressing planet of restraint.


  • Keynotes: The tiresome, old-fashioned know-it-all.


  • Lucky material: Garnet, Lead and radioactive Uranium.


  • Lucky day: Saturday


  • Herbs and plants: Hemlock, deadly nightshade and Chestnut.

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[28 Jan 2005|08:29am]
Change my pitch up.
Smack my bitch up.
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[23 Jan 2005|07:28pm]
Reply to this post and...

1. I will tell you what song reminds me of you.

2. I will tell you what celebrity/public/fictional person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise.

3. I will give you one word that I associate with you when I think of you.

4. I will tell you what colors I associate with you.

Then steal this for your journal and make someone else's day as well.
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so damn funny it HAS to be public. [21 Jan 2005|10:56am]
[ mood | hysterical ]

Oh man, I am literally in a giggle-fit.

Seems that Katy, the stupid bitch who fucked both Easton and Adrian, has a friend that’s gonna come kick my ass on Monday because of the shit with Ron.

Oooooooooookay...we’ll see. She doesn’t even know what was going on with Ron and I, but yeah...let’s go ahead and throw Katy into the mix so she’ll feel important, yay!

Tee-hee, I am so scared. If I wasn’t scared of Gilda, I’m not about to be scared of some retard that she recruited to kick my ass.

*eye-roll*

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*raises eyebrow* [09 Jan 2005|04:11pm]
What do your friends use for sexual gratifaction? by beardedtroll
Username
Your kinkiest LJ friend
Your friendoffdahezforshez
uses
Your friendchaosgrrrl
uses
Your friendword_slut
uses
Your frienddithamere
uses
Your friendhyperangel1214
uses
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Public Service Announcement [23 Dec 2004|04:18am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Ladies and Gentlemen, may I have your attention please?

I have the following journals.

candykidposer - My main journal. Basically everything goes in this one. I've had it for almost three years now...so there's a lot of juicy stuff in it.

katrinahope - My deep thought journal. Things I can’t write in my main journal. I mainly use this one to vent about situations that are really bugging me.

plastic69kiss - I dunno what this journal will be used for. I just made it today. A dream journal, perhaps?

creepshowbabe - Also just made this one today. I do believe that this journal will be for my more sinister thoughts.

Of course, all of these journals are friends-only. If you want in on the action, you can just comment on the corresponding journal and ask to be added.

We now return you back to your regularly scheduled programming.

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Well this was fun. [01 Dec 2004|12:35pm]
Today was really awful.

I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.

I feel sad, because Sarah and Britney are complete bitches. They told everyone I have an STD, just because I slept with both of their boyfriends on Saturday night.

I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Good Charlotte CD, a couple of DVDs and some new boots. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth.

Last night I had to shave my entire body. Apparently, the lice that I caught from Amanda's friend are really hard to get rid of. I look quite strange with no hair and eyebrows. I'd post pictures, but my webcam is broken.

I want to tell the world that my girlfriend Amy is the bomb! She made pizza last night, and even though I burnt my lips on the cheese, it was awesome!!!

I am making this journal friends only because I don't want the world to read what I'm writing, even though I'm posting it on the internet.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my cock.

I want to say thanks to simon and Abbey and Dave and the other Simon for helping me on Saturday. You guys are the best. By the way, if you happen to find my wallet, keys or underwear, could you SMS me? Adrian has my number.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, and a healthy imagination.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron.

Man, this was hilarious. Tee-hee.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.

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[20 Oct 2004|02:37pm]
I think I'm going insane.
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